What a joke
My life that is
Different from this world
No one understands
I need something
Someone
Where are you?
Have you forgotten me?
Or is it that
I have forgotten myself
My whole being
My life
So many regrets
so few pleasures
What the fuck is this
What is forever
I am standing
I am here
Rejection in
Love
Life
in everything
....My biggest fear
The big joke
me that is
what a waste
I'm not loved
Miss my miserable face
....What a fucking disgrace