Who cares about me?
What did I do for this toture?
Should I end it all now?
It's all my fault, isn't it?
Why me...?
These are the questions I ask
hoping to find the answers.
of people abusing, people using
I doubt you even know half.
I'm standing on the edge now
everything within my sight.
maybe I'll gather up the courage
I'll end it all tonight.
I lost my mother at the age of two
lost my father to drugs and booze.
so forever I sit, cold and lonely
but all I have, is all I love.
before I started to feel this way
life was great, I never complained.
I'm treated like I'm different
although I'm really not.
I fought this battle inside
for way too long it seemed.
I'd scream aloud, cry alone;
and take the razor to my wrist.
threatening myself was never fun
but it was the way things were done.
I went wrong, but I don't know where
can't you help me, are you even there?
There's times I can't take it anymore
times I'd wish I could run through the door.
glass peircing my skin, like it already has;
and watch everything I love fade away...
But, who cares about me...?