You always know where it hurts
You attack like you don't care
You always know the words
Harshly stick me
Like needles in my spine
You bitch and complain
Like I'm a fucken mistake
Look at your own damn self
Your image isn't real anymore
It's only fake
You say you have control
Over the things I say and do
You treat me like I'm a dog
But you don't seem to care
As long as it doesn't affect you
Your rarely ever home
To be with your own family
Do you druggies mean more?
Do you not care about us anymore?
Watch the drugs and alcohol kill you
You're gonna die of a liver problem
Don't deny what I have to say
You know my words are all true
Yet you continue to party everyday
Drowning out your sorrows of life
My mother left you, didn't she?
Can you even tell me the reason why?
Is it because she couldn't handle you?
Is it because you drink too much?
Did she not like your icy cold touch?
Why'd mom leave me alone with you?
Did she not think about the shit I'd go through?
Is it because you cheated on her?
What went wrong between you two?
I've had enough of your shit
Your lies, your drinking, your beatings
It only pushes me closer to suicide
I know that you don't want that, daddy
Open your eyes a bit, take a look at me
You see the scars that line my arms?
They're on me 'cause of you
See the pain in my very eyes?
It's there 'cause of you
See the cracked smile on my face?
It's cracked 'cause of you
I'm a spitting image of you, daddy
The eyes, the hair, the way I act
Don't lie to me, this I know for a fact
Every little thing you did in the past
I did it just like you
Is this what you want me to be
The clone of someone who can't take life?
Is this what I'm supposed to be
A drone just searching for her fucken way?
Daddy, your a bastard, you don't care now
Daddy, your a prick, you don't care now
Daddy, I hate you, you don't care now
Daddy, you did this to me, you care now
Daddy... I love you, do you love me now..?
Thanks for posting on my friends site thingie (Shoshana Bass) She is trully talented.
Anyways, I totally can relate to this poem. My dad abused drugs and he was an acholic.
True..really true(well for me). Tis poem is going to make me cry. *thinks about father* My dad raped me when my mother died......
I like your poem you say what you feel
I love your poem.. I really feel a lot of what you say, since my dad is never here. Thanks for posting, it's great! Keep up the good work!- Miaka