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My world is emtee..

Hopeless, torn and broken..

But the pain, is not forgotten..

The words each endlessly..

So tainted within my mind..

By all the bitter truth and lies.



Hand them to me..

So I can chew them up..

And spit them out..

With mere disgust and doubt..

I believed it, every word of it..

I'm such a fucking fool..

I saw a dire change within you.



My body is turning blue..

I'm suffocated by the world..

And I'm allowing the bleeding..

Of the mascara to damage my front..

My very pain allows it to hunt..

Knives swing around on the blades..

Of my fan, the fan above me..

That spins, with my pain.



The knives, seperating my skin..

Only there they hide within..

Pulsing my veins, and ripping..

The muscles directly out of my flesh..

Devouring all my bones..

As I become dis-coloured..

Poisened with suffering and agony.



Only to reveal themselves..

And protest that my end is near..

My death has come, it's finally here..

Life skips seconds, seconds to minutes..

Kicking the hours off the very clock..

That holds bitter sweet time.



Fuck me today, fuck me tomorrow..

Bleed me deeply, pour venom..

Onto my hidiously cold flesh..

Make the wounds, deep and fresh..

And watch it bubble, watch it toil..

As it only melts me away.



Touching you makes me want to cry..

Inside I want you to push me away..

I see the hell in your very eyes..

That same hell, in which I despies.



Why can't I be someone else..

I'm sick of living, sick of life..

Trusting only to have my heart..

Thrown back in my own face..

The face it once lived, in it's own little place..

Staining the pale marks, of shadows..

With my own blood.



Loving no one, living for no one..

I care.. scents, secrets, burning lust..

My body's caressed by the dust..

Of passionate kisses upon thy lips of death..

Comfort me in the least way possible.



I'm cutting, I'm crawling to get away..

Spiders draining out my mind..

I'm getting no where, I'm getting there fast..

Running with the darkness of my past..

I'm lost, I'm not here..

There's no words left for my pain..

No room left, to hide my sorrow..

No breathe, to keep my soul alive..

I just want to be set free...