Anger

I want to be the one that pushes you down

Throws you on the ground and smothers your face into the dirt

I want to the the bully, the reason why you cry, scream and feel defeated

I want to be the bruises on you after it's all over

Be the poison that steals the oxygen from your lungs 

Be everything you fear, every nightmare you've ever had, every sinking, desperate moment that you have ever felt

Let my face be the last you see as you leave this world 

Let me be death, holding your hand as you fall into never ending purgatory.