While I know I have been distant
it is hard for me to communicate
the truth that lives in my head
I keep seeing things happen
and I connect some dots
But it is still hard for me to believe
For I really don't want to be the cause
or the effect of all that was said
as a joke to them for what they did
when they chose to put all those thoughts
in my head and my head built it up
to be what it is
I don't really understand what I over stand
but I sure miss us playing in the sand