Sadness.
I feel sadness now.
I cannot tell where it came from,
whatever birthed it is a mystery to me
and yet it fills my very being.
It began in my heart,
slowly pumping around my body
and effecting the rest of my limbs
like a true sickness
and when everyone else turns to their beloved
for comfort or to release their tears,
I will be left alone screaming at the dark.
I feel cold sorrow, thick and heavy,
weighing down at the back of my mind
infecting my very soul.
No matter what I do or how hard I push
I will fall and not get back up.
I feel sadness now.