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now what?

cause its out of sight out of mind with you

and its been always out of time with me

and i've been waiting endlessly

do u even see me here?!

all my memories come back to burn my soul

all those aches i had before

so fucking deep! so fucking deep!!!

i remember everything,

i remember every fucking word you said

every fucking detail, delivered and read

every sigh and every tear

every move and every steer

everything is so vivid so God damn clear

oh i just want them to disappear

its not like you didnt know who u were to me

you were my escape from everything real

fuck it i still don't understand

you had me in the palm of your hand

you were my sweetheart, you were my man

now i barely know who i am!

and i can keep talking about you till dawn breaks out

That's what made me fall in love..

but that won't bring me back who you were

now all i hold is doubt

once again, shock!

how could my angel be so cruel?

how could you do this?

damn it im still standing here

where i always stood

crying my self to sleep

finding a dry place to hold and weep

just standing

fighting and fighting for mercy

fighting for a world of you

and my heart is so broken

i could barely lift my head

you stabbed me in the back

my one in a million turned out to be so bad

whats sick is that, i still have my word

ill still love you for every minute of forever

and till then i will never skip a prayer,

that's how committed i am

but were you ever to give a damn?