Am bitter now
All alone in a pool
Don’t know what to do
So helpless.
Why can’t you see?
How it’s all mean to me
Poor to myself how it’s gonna be.
You’ve sinned to me
Wish you see, those tears in me.
As I lost this self
So stupid.
Why didn’t you feel?
How much I suffer
Big slap to myself, but thanks
Cuz now I’m getting stronger.
I found my lullaby at last
Now, that I’m stronger.
1/31/03