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You are suppose to be with youself
But friend,
You’re not on your own
Living in despair
Trying hard to read those rules through your perspective
Your mind is wandering
Through darkness and seeking for the light
Tryin’ to fit yourself.
You wanna learn how to cross the line
To know ‘bout you and be yourself
Tired, just standing
Memorizing what’s right and what’s wrong.
You wanna expel the anger
Want to scream
To heal the excruciating hurts inside,
Wanna hurt yourself to wake up
But how?
You even don’t have the right switch
Want the door open
But don’t know where to go.
Wanna think free but,
You mind is incomplete
Tryin to shape all your dreams
Wave showily through their reflections
But it seems
They’ve flown away
And you’ve never been there to catch it
On your own
Watching the clock tick-tack
Starin’ at the sun as it pass go by
Your feet still kept on the ground
Keeping your all shut-off..