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Medley of my insanity 3
it happens again,
insanity rushes in an instant,
i feel suffocated,
as my whole world rapidly falls apart.
im losing my sense,i fell out of control,
i lay flat on the ground numb,
like everything dont seem to matter at all.
i see their faces seems speaking to me,
trying to regain myself again but i lay unconciously.
then visions from the past flashes right before my very eye,
suddenly tears fall down like rain,
that very moment i wished i had die.
i wished to die like everyday of my life,
counting each second of the day,
waiting unpatiently to die.
i dont want to feel pain anymore,
i want to feel free,
i dont want to feel this grudge,
i want to feel eternity.
i woke up feeling burning pain due to the slashes on my arms,
my throat hurts too from that chlorine i had drunk.
bruises all over my body and my head feels heavy,
cant believe im still alive which makes me feel so unhappy.
tears flows through my eyes again,
i can still feel that moment where im at the edge of dying.
why cant they just let me die?
why cant they just let me be?
do i have to do this over again?
so they can finally see?
ive embraced death,
ive kissed eternity,
ive cursed life for it only gives pain and agony.
long as tears flows through my eyes and unfaded vision haunts me,
they can never stop these MEDLEY OF MY INSANITY....
