Why do I clutch, so tightly,
the poison?
Maybe because it
kills the noise but...
...where is it coming from, anyway,
and why should I care?
For years,
the inebriated haze
has made
for worry-free stares...
...from where I sit:
Back against wall,
bottle in hand.
Lips dried from practicing monologues
to an imaginary crowd.
But as drunken diction
saunters out a foolish smile,
I momentarily ponder -
Is this addiction
rock-bottom
or merely precursory
to a greater affliction?