The object
of my affliction.
The concert stage
of my failure.
The fiction
in my confession.
How you reveal me, baby
in directions I didn't know
existed
until our inception.
And now I'm a mess;
A collage of insecurities
at best.
From distant, the photo patch
seems almost appealing,
intriguing,
until you approach
and get that feeling:
Raped and rejected
that what you sought the most
was merely
a well-blended mistake
against the backdrop
of your hopes.
So I won't take you out
to our lake
anymore,
because this time
I think you'll drown me
in my reflection.
And who can blame you?
You found me
out to shame you
loudly;
And there was only so much
you could take.
So much noise
my music could make
before the discord
broke you.
I am the object
of your affliction.
The hope you had
in a deep-seated curse
Costumed as a benediction.
I write believable fiction
And yeah, you're the latest verse.