Ha... Buzzing 'round tonight for fighting whims.
Black and yellow plastic rebel
Breaking at a spastic wind
Becoming clustered and disheveled.
Falling through and reaching lower levels
Where I do reside.
You see... my pride has all but died
And all the flies that once encircled every dirty lie I cried
Now soar above me.
And I don't much mind to look on up
And see the ways they'll never love me.
Kind of gives me life and pressures:
Burdens on myself that I may humbly carry to my wooden shelf
And place right next to all the shit that does become me.
Later look on up
And find that somewhere 'tween the flies there lies a dumb bee
Trying desperately to numb me with vain stings
And little cutest wings
That help it fly above the rest
So superficially,
While it makes friends
With the ambitious trees
That stand around and speak in tongues of green.
Oh, somber bee... How you could learn a thing or three
From their humility
When in their stance.
Tall but never devastatingly proud.
And willing to shroud
A leaf or fifty
If it means that, simply, they give life to all the things below their own sky crowns.
Little bee...
Oh how you mean so much to me.
And for this reason I would take your tiny wings of flight and sound
And throw you clean into that lake where you have never been
To see the ways you drown...