If I soar through black skies
Would I find the silver lining in your cries?
Would they clear the fog and best the acid rain
That gives me trouble to fly?
Or would you open up
And swallow me upward and whole
Into invisible heavens
Of torture within your fire-soul?
Scorching soul cells and splitting my spirit in seven:
One for each time that you showed me the death in your love.
And drove me to numbered nursery rhymes to try and define...
One... one when you showed me your spirits were lonely.
Two... two for your bottled up rue that had painted you Crayola blue.
Three... three for my pathetic stanza crees.
Four... for all the times I showed you destination-less doors.
Five... five when I made your beautiful hatred feel so alive.
Six... six for your butterfly clips that died in my wind.
Seven... seven for charring of souls and all of their brethren.
Ugh...
Pathetic nursery rhymes
Can't even buy the time
To call these anything close to productive lines.
So audience, heed my call.
Trace these pen marks down the page
And watch the ways I fall...