Amidst a thousand prayer balloons,
grabbing this one, that, the other.
Where do I start?
They all look the same,
but I'm trying to harness the strain
into focus.
Into your locus of control
to let you sort
my dysfunction.
Cleanse the disparity
between faith and fashion.
Allow me to live
outside of myself
for a
moment!
And let it subside...
Would I see
a soul well graced,
or smoke and mirrors
among well placed lies?
Can't tell you how much it scares me
that I may be just barely in-tune
with your song,
while humming my own
and laying the tracks
for a train that doesn't completely belong.
I beseech you;
help me discern
between fire
and what it burns.
Between a crank
and what it turns.
Between a few bad ads,
an editorial,
and a whole magazine.
Between me and You.
Between You and me.
Between be- and -tween.
Before I'm so absorbed in words
I forget what they mean...
How do I speak to You, then?
Give my two cents
if my bank account is frozen
in a pocketless world?
How do I skyrocket
past the stars
if the clean air
thins my breath?
How do I salvage the chapters left
as my story unfolds?
Humbled,
I can't find a way to walk
without stumbles
or talk
without mumbles.
So historically, I return
to You
who asks,
rather rhetorically,
why I left in the first place.
Phew...
Glad to be back.