Dimly incandescent
room of fluorescent ching ching.
I,
baked in clouding smoke,
made her pupils out in the distance -
Caught between
flashing lights
and machine rings.
With wine-dark eyes
she spoke -
I drank of her stare
and with subsequent gulp,
pulled casino lever..
watched the neon glows,
only to flush sevens
for the third time in a row!
No longer baffled by it all...
She showed me there was no such thing
as luck...
I clasped my fingers for a moment
to fill the in-betweens -
merge life with dreams -
align impossible parallels
for what they mean...
As a whole, we understand:
It's easier not to believe
we can ride our bikes in the sand.
But I think she showed me
that rubber won't sink in the holy land
if, and only if, we shed the selfish pounds --
Weak weight is heavier yet...
And as silver dollars poured
and coins scraped metal,
Reality piercingly settled
next to a beach sunset.
So when you stand next to the shore
Notice the dampened grains
mimic hardwood floors -
coming together
under a cleansing tide
after having dried to partitions
on their own accord.
So if it means I've died
in dessicated deserts
I will inconsequentially reach for Your rain...