My body
Is still ablaze,
As vapors rise --
Fluid skin
Trapped behind a blurry haze
Slides, in chunks, to the ground.
I am shedding my gown.
I want to be seen
By your eyes -
Stare directly into my heart --
Fueling,
Pumping
Blood and cries
For no other reason
Than to keep me alive
Through colder seasons --
Winter's lies...
A walking climax
Of skeletal symphonies -
Crescendos of flesh
Deceptively draped
Around lifeless bones.
A hollow skull -
A cave of echoes
Resonates across sanitized sheets...
And with eye sockets
Carved out
I produce
Unclear visions
I've lost my ground to you.
And now only stumble
Towards whatever lies
In front...
Bawling... healing...
Hurting... feeling...
Gone......
Actions
Stripped of meaning.
An ambulatory bodybag
Existing
Only to keep
Moving...