I can't... I can't even read these books today.
The tiny text is daunting.
It's all like blurred ink.
Haunting swirls
That I must
Stream into my mind -
My consciousness divine
Is being wasted
On paper's breath.
I try to fight through sickly heat
And put a cool glass of ice water
To my neck.
Chills submerge..
Wetness
Sinks into a desert skin...
For a moment
Pangs of vision
Engulf my sharpened senses.
I can see for miles
As a cold surge of change
Rips through my static dreams
And I can see...
I can see...
Touch
Taste the moon
And decipher your clustered musings.
And with all this ability at hand
I am simply floored,
As it passes in front of my face
Like the Sandstorms of Time -
The grains blind me
Without a trace of warning,
Then subside
Into morning horizons ---
that distant line of missed chances.
One day...
I
Will...
Embrace your hand
Etch your palm into mine.
Walk into the forest
Watching leaves transform...
gather in heaps at the dirt,
And re-interpret
All your lines...