House of Mirrors -
Paint my thousand faces
And you still won't pin me.
Still it must be quite a laugh
To watch me walk into myself
Until it hurts -
Until I get so high off all my empty words:
Roll them up and let it burn so slow
Through such a filthy puff.
Oh let it linger in my mouth
Until my eyes are teared and brain is cleansed
Into pristine abyss
And I regurgitate the very vomit ink
That prophesized my end
Into that dirty sink again...
Weak... and weak... and weak... and weak...
And pitying myself
While you sit right in front of me
And I can't say the words in mind...
No, I can't tell...
And so I'll hold these thoughts
That split my soul six ways from fucking Hell!
And watch them harrow at my grip...
Oh why am I so ill-equipped?
Oh Mighty Scapegoat:
I can place the blame on you
For not providing an escape boat
From my lake of tears.
But still, I paddle all my fears
To you... to safehold.
And I pray you listen... to my quaint prose
Questioning where all this faith goes...
That convoluted mess that promised once to cleanse me
Oh so mighty...
Is now tangled in a soul ever untidy...
And now this title doesn't even fit the thoughts inside.
But it's okay if I can fucking jot until I die
To pass the time
And maybe buy some rhymes from mimes
Who still say more than me...