I'm timid, you know.
Can't you see that's why a minute ago
You touched me and I recoiled in curls like a cinammon roll?
Frightening.
Every time that you blink I see lightning.
Thunderous words do impale me... This... this was never like me.
I'm lost in a crowd.
'Tween all the bodies... The cost of this shroud
Has every footstep of mine etching fragments of loss in the ground.
A child in dreams
Who still sees amazement in wildlife streams
But lives on a pavement so passive.. How mild it seems.
And all the while I scream
Missiles across all the miles of green,
Whistles that cost everything but the gleam in my eye:
The one that resides... presides...
Until the day that I fly
Straight to the angels who cry for me.
How when it rains I feel they've died for me.
And all the clouds grow shadows
An invitation to the gallows
Where my hunger lies.
But oh so timid... I refuse its call.
And choose to die a mortal flaw
While still retaining sighs...