Prophetic Space Dust

Suppose I kept everything that I wept

In a box.

And opened it up

On the days it was painfully hot.

Would it blow with the coldest wind of my sins

To make sure that I cooled off a lot?



I think so, yeah...

That's why I keep my jokes and smiles

In a few plastic viles.

For when I need to pour them over your hair

And drown all your sorrows inside something shallow but there.

Come now this time tomorrow it'll have just been enough

To stop you from sinking into vacant stares...



And where I once left all my pride

I've now set aside

A place for it inside my dresser cabinet space.

One day now I'll pull out a shirt

And adorn myself with all the things that I'm worth

Though they may be few...

And one day I'll throw in my guilt and my rue

And lock it away,

In hopes that I may not remember the You

Who haunts me today...



And I've got my poetic ashes

Inside this porcelain tray.

Mixed with a memory butt that I've since smoked away.

And how it gathers in heaps at most opportune times

When I collect the sandy pile and burn it...

Burn it until it displays a cloud of creativity recycled.

Turn it... into something vague and obscure

But profoundly tangible enough to discern it...



And I've got my hopes and regrets

In some little ball I set on the ground.

One day we'll kick it around

And laugh at the sound it makes

When it bounces off tree trunks

And gathers up leaves when it rolls.

Dizzier now from all of the spinning it takes,

And brown from the collected gunk

On its skin... On its soul...

Yeah...

One day we'll ask our neighbors

To do us the favor

And throw it right back from their yard

Where it landed that night that I lofted it up to the stars

And hoped it would bring me a message:

Some prophetic space dust

From a rocket whose wreckage

Gathered the planet's wisdom collected.

You know... I still can't throw that high

But I swear to Death, when I see the sky

I know that I'll try at least fifty million more times

Before I die...

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