Leave me to my own devices.
These I've plenty earned.
The sacrifices were not yours.
Let me sing alone now please.
I've lost the real to fake
And eased back into dream-like states.
Stare no more my solemn way
It will only get you lost.
Roads and alleyways that criss and cross.
Sit back and remember... remember...
That day in December...
When I was a lender of hearts.
And so let you take out a loan
Where you signed as a mender of my broken art.
Such sweetly repugnant splendor
I thought would never surrender to dark.
And now... as a distant member
You left me alone to embark
Down dimly lit highways, after our fender bender.
And so I start...
With clothes, suitcase, half a heart, and a piece of parchment
Where I record every rest stop
And stow it away in my glove compartment,
Right next to the picture I should throw away
Before I can find an apartment to stay...
Roads and alleyways that criss and cross
Serve to make you lost
While these miles apart keep growing,
Showing... me to where I'll end up going.