Kerosene

I'm in a daze.

A colored wound has formed

Under my skin.

Bulging in strength. Size.

Burning sensations

To a fingertip's touch

Ripple throughout

Within.



I fear

The needle pin.

Glistening metal toothpick

Held above my bruise

That strives to prick

A metal tip.

And send the vibrant ooze

Like sap down my skin.



And I'll cry in agonizing euphoria

As emotions pour

Like pounding orgasms

At your stomach's door.

I will shudder

Unable to control

My disjointed mutters

And emit

A guttural scream.

A harmonized stream

Of vocal kerosene.

Now light me on fire...



So that when you walk by again

I'll not be retired

To the passing thought

I have become

In your wind.

You will see the ways I cook

You will learn

The ways

I fucking burn.

As I transcend the fumes

Of time and space

And soak you

With just a goddamn trace

Of what I'm really worth.

And you will take in my smoke

Saying,

"Damn, He was put on this earth

For us all to choke..."

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