I hope it feels superbly nice
To burn me in your vice.
I hope you feel alive
From taking all that I had left after the toughest road survived
And claimed it as your own.
I hope that you stand firm
On all the ground you've chiseled out from under me.
Because I will not...
Feet that float on air
With mind that lingers on a crumbling terrain
And asks me why I came
To put all my trusting eggs
In such a flimsy basket -
Handle half broken and soft
Formed from the thinnest plastic.
I hope your soul can stretch like some elastic
To accomodate our spastic break.
Because mine will not...
I hope it burns you to a smile
To realize that all the while
My demise is so in style.
I hope you walk a mile away from my heart
And into the clouds where you feel our memories part.
Because I will not...
And still I put an unholy amount of faith
In my own pen.
Drain the precious ink that seems so limitless
With not an end.
It seems the only thing that I can trust
And how it never fails
With each and every solemn thought.
With every piece I jot.
I hope you misinterpret every single line
Because I will not...
And still I cage you in
When faced with ones that say ill things
About your recent deeds -
Give you fuel
And justify
The very reason I've been left a fool alone to bleed.
Simple... Simple...
Suddenly
A dimple has imploded
Into sullen craters.
A cliff then has eroded
Off the sky's own face.
And so I hope you find a trace of something real like love.
Because I will not...