Had you on the brain today at work.
And so I came to spread the birth
Of every trickling thought
Throughout my body.
Stayed devout to all the tickling that you send my nerves.
And like a sickly patient I ached out for your cure.
The pain from lacking pain.
The yearning for the turning corner to hold every death and coroner
That will bring me suffering
So that I may at once be justified in craving comforting.
I must've lied in saying I had coloring that wasn't anything but grey
And so I say -
Paint me shades that are indeed worthy of Longing's pain.
And I will show your blood belonging in these watered veins.
I have soddered every flesh wound
To a meaningless device of sacrifice where never needed.
Show me how I played conceited -
Making forest trees of feelings never seeded.
Take what little worth I have and bleed it onto you
And show it true desire...
Burn me with the deadest red
And soothe me with the blue attire of your manic skyline.
If I panic, then it's fine.
It means I feel you close.
You steal my ghost through just a breath
Exhale back into me what's left
And make a coffin of my lungs
Where I can put my insignificance to rest...