Reject me. Neglect me.
Like shit, disrespect me.
Oh make me feel alive
Weak and frustrated to survive.
Make me take a mental dive...
Suffer me these pangs of guilt
Break the barrier's I've built.
Make me know what's real
For the life of me reveal
What it is to FEEL...
I never wanted any healing.
All I crave is rawest feeling.
Just to know that I exist.
Let this painful surge persist.
And indulge me in abyss.
Yes I trek upon the easy path.
Much simpler to soak in baths
Of reckless and relentless pain
For these are feelings all the same.
And all I need and why I came
Is to revive these once lost veins
And inject them with something real.
And make them know just how to FEEL...