100 things (not finished)

100 things.

1. I am part German.

2.Ever since I could speak I have wanted to be a singer.

3. I always wanted to move to New York and go to Julliard.

4. I am not sure what I want to do with the rest of my life (career wise).

5. I absolutely love photography, as well as photo editing.

6. I hate all food that would be considered healthy.

7. I always am reading about different disorders and think I have them because I have a few of the symptoms.

8. I went to Canada when I was a freshman in High School with the choirs, it was a fun trip.

9. Two years later I went to Colorado with the choir again.

10. I wanted to go to the college in Denver to be in the choir.  We spent a few hours with the choir director there and he told us this amazing story that one student wrote about how being in that class saved his life. We were all literally in tears listening to the story.

11. Today, I do wish I would have chose to major in journalism in college.  However, the past is done, so I have no regrets.

12. I don't want to go back to college, I can't handle the stress.

13. I can't get a real job anymore, to many things hindering that chance.

14. I want to be remembered as a poet.

15. I have written some songs and people have wanted to sing them.

16. I wish I could play the piano so I could put the music behind my lyrics.

17. I realize this list is  not making me look very good.

18. I've been depressed as far as I can remember

19. I never got to say goodbye to my best friend, about 10 years ago.

20. I lived in Nebraska for a while when I was really young.

21.  I am trying to learn the guitar, but it is harder than it looks.

22. I only seem to like horror/thriller movies.

23. I still want to go into theatre and eventually play a part in Rent.

24. I spent most of my life hating Idaho, but I realize its not horrible here,  it is just lonely.

25. I miss highschool.  Not so much the classes, but friends and memories.

26. I really miss choir.  The concerts, madrigal dinners, songs, friendships made.  

27. I tried out for the All-Northewestern competition, sadly I did not make it.  All Northwestern is where the best singers in the northwest get picked and go to this two day workshop (I think 2) and then perform at a concert.  

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