Habits

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2009 Poems

I wake up and decide that its better if I just tell lies

I can’t let anyone see inside,

Not today anyway

Maybe one day I won’t stray

I don’t want to continue living life like this,

It would be nice to find some bliss

However its beyond habit now,

Its an addiction

A demon begging at my feet

Asking for my submission

I’ve given in far too many times

But I can’t just walk away

Put down my drug of choice

And say that everything is okay

Sure things may be good in reality,

But in my mind, reality is invisible

I can’t see the lines I shouldn’t cross

So I am not sure where to go and where to stop

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