I wake up and decide that its better if I just tell lies
I can’t let anyone see inside,
Not today anyway
Maybe one day I won’t stray
I don’t want to continue living life like this,
It would be nice to find some bliss
However its beyond habit now,
Its an addiction
A demon begging at my feet
Asking for my submission
I’ve given in far too many times
But I can’t just walk away
Put down my drug of choice
And say that everything is okay
Sure things may be good in reality,
But in my mind, reality is invisible
I can’t see the lines I shouldn’t cross
So I am not sure where to go and where to stop