Forever used to be our thing
We used to talk about how our love would last
and even after we left this earth, it would still be going strong
because true love lasts for eternity...
but, I am not your true love
I have sacrificed,
Always did everything for you that I could
You became the most important thing in my life
and still, I am just second best...
Second best would not be so bad,
If your eyes could glow for me,
Like they always did for her
Maybe if you acted like you wanted only me,
There would not be so much doubt...
But there is doubt
and it constantly haunts me
I dont want to fear everyday
That you are going to change your mind
You have before,
So I know your capabilities...
and in all honesty, it feels like you have already changed your mind...