Another failure at hand
Just another let down
Why do I try at all
When I know I am just going to fall
I shouldnt even try
When I knew before how things lie
Things seem to be so great,
In fact too good to be true
I let myself screw up,
and the plans fall right through
Will I ever get serious enough
to take on any sense of responsability
The rate things are going
I have doubt that I can even exist in humanity
Maybe it would be better to just fade away
Ride off into the sunset
Never to be seen again
Then no one would have to worry about my failures
I would not have to worry about letting anyone down
Letting myself down?
That would no longer matter then....