Do I have to bleed for you to care
Stick the blade in deeper, I still doubt you'd be there
Crimson tears pour from these veins
Just like the rain pours on a cold, autumn day
Do I have to scream for you to hear me
I speak loud and clearly as I can but still my words seem to go unheard
I have tried so hard to make you see
but still I am invisible, it is like I never said a word
Do I have to die to deserve their love
It feels like it would take a funeral for them to see that I was there
How am I supposed to believe in a god, or even in the heavens above
When day by day I fade away without a care
Do I have to do this anymore
Live this life that I don't see what it is all for
Do I have to suffer another day
When I could just as easily fade away