I screamed out, but no one heard
I spoke out, but it is as if I never said a word
I gave everything I have, and it still is not what you want or need
I tried my hardest, but I still bleed
I'm surrounded by many yet still feel so alone
I sit around with my family, but it does not feel like home
I always try to do something to feel that I belong
but it is always a different story behind another song
Day after day, I live this monotonous routine
Wondering if I will ever be able to change anything
I'm becoming more depressed and I am running out of hope
and I wish I could find a better way to cope
but this is how things are for me now
I would reach out for help, but i'm still unsure how
I just hope when I learn to, it will not be too late
and I can wake tomorrow and not feel that dying is my fate