Every time complication comes
I do what I always do and run
Can't take the stress and emotions it brings
It is a rollarcoaster ride that is not fun,
but instead stings
Happiness rolls around and lasts for a while
I feel good and share real smiles
but then it all feels too good to be true
and I get down and a dark shade of blue
Sadness fills my heart and soul
I feel everything deeper and feel the need to be in control
and there is only one way to feel any relief
Even though it only makes things worse and the feeling is only brief
Maybe those smiles were just part of a charade
Raining down and drowning out the parade
Temporary insanity I plead in this case
Remembering everyday and every embrace
Walk out on the beach and spread out my ashes
Who was foolish enough to hand me the matches
Maybe they are the ones who need to plead temporary insanity
To let me light the flame and set my soul free