The Pain in me, you would never see
Every ounce of me wanting to flee
The darkness will not subside
So I scar myself on the outer flesh just like
it is scarred on the inside
I never wanted to fall into this life
Consumed by the love of the sharpest knife
If only there was another way to release the pain
Maybe I would still be sane
but I know it is too late for that now
because I have become addicted
and now I cannot stop the bleeding
Heaven only knows how many times I have tried
Have I been this sick forever
I am trying to convince myself
That I once was better
I wonder if I will ever feel okay,
Will I ever be okay?