You think this is normal?
I don't think you fully comprehend
The extent of my pain
and how I try but don't blend in
You think this is normal?
How I get close to love
Then push it far away
Only to wake up and wonder why it didnt stay
You think this is normal?
The fact that I take something sharp
and cut away the pain
Although it helps for a while, it always ends the same
You think this is normal?
The way I don't look you in the eye
For fear of what you'll see,
Way deep down inside
You think this is normal?
How I only long to die
Everyday I think of how I'd do it
but never do I go through with it
You say you know what I am going through
and how you understand
but I still think that you do not fully comprehend
How can you say this all is normal?