I let you go in hope
That you would find a way to change
because the way we were living was a way I could not cope
and I needed it all to rearrange
I said goodbye in hope
That you would come back to me again
You ran back and forth between goodbye and I cannot live without you
I just thought you would run back to me like you always do
I ran from you in hope
That you would run after me
but I looked back to see you standing there
Letting go of my heart so easily
I pressed the knife down harder in hope
That you would care if I was bleeding for you
but it became an obsession
Never to subdue
I did everything in some sort of hope
That for a second you would care
I sacrificed so much
and still I can't find you anywhere