I let you go and that is something I will always regret
because your love was something great; that I will never forget
but I did this to myself, and I only have myself to blame
It is my fault that I wound up in so much pain
I did not do the best I could
Ran too far when I was too impatient to wait for anything good
The good was meant to shine after the bad
So I could be greatful for what I had
I should have known that you would stick around
You would have been there to keep me safe and soun
Why did I have to ruin something so great
Can this be fixed? I am afraid that it is too late
So I press the knife in deeper,
Make revenge on myself sweeter
Lost all hope now that you are gone
There is no reason to go on
Grip the trigger tighter,
Heart starts feeling lighter
Ready to die but I still fail
When will I escape this miserable hell?
I don't deserve this life
I can't live without you by my side
So I run from anything that is good
but it is harder now to find somewhere to hide
I let you go and that is something I will always regret
You are the best person I have ever met
I did this to myself, only have myself to blame
It is my fault for bringing on all of this pain