Only Have Myself To Blame





I let you go and that is something I will always regret

because your love was something great; that I will never forget

but I did this to myself, and I only have myself to blame

It is my fault that I wound up in so much pain



I did not do the best I could

Ran too far when I was too impatient to wait for anything good

The good was meant to shine after the bad

So I could be greatful for what I had



I should have known that you would stick around

You would have been there to keep me safe and soun

Why did I have to ruin something so great

Can this be fixed?  I am afraid that it is too late



So I press the knife in deeper,

Make revenge on myself sweeter

Lost all hope now that you are gone

There is no reason to go on



Grip the trigger tighter,

Heart starts feeling lighter

Ready to die but I still fail

When will I escape this miserable hell?



I don't deserve this life

I can't live without you by my side

So I run from anything that is good

but it is harder now to find somewhere to hide



I let you go and that is something I will always regret

You are the best person I have ever met

I did this to myself, only have myself to blame

It is my fault for bringing on all of this pain

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