A pain inside that is too deep to heal
and there are days that it makes me too numb to feel
but there are times when that is better
because there is no hope for a cure
Close my eyes and hold my hurt in my hand
Too strong, does not let me stand
Losing the will to go on anymore
Lost the hope in finding a cure
Hold my breath and try to relax
but I cannot forget the facts
Time continues to move on
but nothing can erase the fact that everything good is gone
Feeling too lost inside this soul
Afraid that asking for help would be giving up control
So the hurt continues to go on
There is no hope to find a cure to stand strong
It is hard to carry on when the lonliness settles in
Succumbing to the minds favorite sin
Cold to the bone, frozen still
If there is a cure, for it I would kill
A pain inside that is too deep to ever heal
and there are days that it makes me too numb to feel
There are times that it is better
because that is when there is no hope for a cure