I have built up walls to keep people an arms length away
Always made excuses so no one would ever stay
and that has happened way too many times
Even when I did not mean to, somewhere I crossed the line
Destined for an eternal lonliness
Sentenced to a lifetime of the dark soul of the abyss
YOu can say that you are different, I have heard it all before
I know that I will never find what I am looking for
My fear of being close, only ruins everything
Still I am waiting for the rain
For the day it all gets better
I wonder if I will ever see the image any clearer
I canot afford to love
There is no reason in believing in the one above
Everything will eventually end
So why even try to pretend
I have built up walls to keep people an arms length away
Always made excuses so no one would ever stay
and that has happened way too many times
Even when I did not mean to, somewhere I crossed the line