Silent pain, tearing myself within
As I watch myself fall under this sin
Watch as the blood drips down my arm
It is better this horrendous way, what is the harm
Broken inside, it feels like I am dying
Too much pain filling my soul, so I am constantly crying
How can love become of this heart
When all it knows is falling apart
Wake up to a sky dark and grey
I hold my heavy heart in my hands, knowing it won't be okay
Yet again I wait all alone
Inside a house that is not a home
Then the rain starts to fall
and all the painful memories start to call
Repeating the old scenes like something seen on stage
The bitterness of love bleeds through another blank page
I start to scream but no one can hear
The pain inside causes another tear
As I deeply draw the blade
and watch the damage that I have made
Silent pain that will not release
But with the blood it will cease
I watch as the crimson tears run down my arm
and I wonder what is the harm