I promised to be there for you, through it all
I promised to be honest
But it was never that simple
Especially for someone like me
I was too afraid to let you inside,
to see the real me
You saw more of the real me than anyone before
But you still deserved so much better
I hid my true feelings behind closed doors
Although I did love you with every beat of my heart,
I was not completely honest
and I should have been from the start
I let go too early, but pretended to hold on for you
My heart was hurting too much
Continuing back and forth
But I pretended that I was fine
I know it is all my fault
and now I have lost you
They say that love is worth the battle
But if they were right
Why did I not give my all for you
If you were everything to me
Why did I not even try to fight?