You are gone and there is nothing I can say
I still cannot believe it is this way
I am broken so deeply outside and in
So I run to where I always do
and cover up with my sin
It is the only warmth I find now
There is no comfort in a sacred vow
Frozen inside without any hope
That sharp object is the only way I know how to cope
{Silently weeping, hoping for a hand
A friend to reach out and to help me to mend
No one answers my helping plea
Always going un-noticed, invisible me}
Now I realize I should have stayed away from love
Because I know now it only leaves pain
I never imagined I would feel so hurt
Oh, I should have stayed far from love