I am so afraid that I will only love from a distance
That I will only be able to admire from afar
Terrified that I will never be in the arms love
and It all makes me wonder if I will ever get to be someones star
Most people tell me that it will all get better, that it will all be okay
But they don't live my life, or walk in my shoes
I keep on hoping and waiting for that day to come my way
But I fear that I will only lose
Nobody sees the nights I tremble and shake with fright
Depression starts to settle deeply within
and I am not sure I can continue to fight
Those are the nights I wonder why I ever begain
and I am so terrified that I will lose
Love is a hard thing for me to fall into because rejection is so easy
Could I be the one you would choose
or would you just hurt me?