Scared Of Love

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October 07

I am so afraid that I will only love from a distance

That I will only be able to admire from afar

Terrified that I will never be in the arms love

and It all makes me wonder if I will ever get to be someones star



Most people tell me that it will all get better, that it will all be okay

But they don't live my life, or walk in my shoes

I keep on hoping and waiting for that day to come my way

But I fear that I will only lose



Nobody sees the nights I tremble and shake with fright

Depression starts to settle deeply within

and I am not sure I can continue to fight

Those are the nights I wonder why I ever begain



and I am so terrified that I will lose

Love is a hard thing for me to fall into because rejection is so easy

Could I be the one you would choose

or would you just hurt me?

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10/8/07

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