If I Was Not Me

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July 2007

Do you not hear me screaming?

Can you not see my tears?

I wish you would understand my pain,

Maybe even some of my fears

Do I go un-noticed, uncared for and unloved?

Maybe you would feel different, if you noticed the blood

I am crying out for help,

Yet you cannot hear my plea

Maybe you would notice, if I was not me

Can you not see the scars,

Screams of my past?

When I wanted you to care,

but not even love had a chance to last

Do you even notice all the times I lash out?

I cannot control anything

Tell me what that is all about

Do you hear me screaming?

If you do, why will you not help

I need someone to listen,

I need someone to save me from myself

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