A few more months and I will be gone
I see no use in going on
I am a mistake, never meant to happen
I will say goodbye so everyone can be happy
No one will cry for me, I will not be missed
Is it not awfully funny- almost 20 and never been kissed
Guess I am gross, or maybe disgusting
No one stays long enough to care for me
Abandoned by everyone that I cared for
What is the point in trying anymore
So here is my goodbye as I swallow the pills
and here is to the lonliness that constantly kills
You cannot even look me in the eye
I am sorry I ever tried
I wonder why the hell I was ever born
You do not love me, you never really did
But you pretended to because I was just a kid
But soon I will be dead
Out of your life
You never even knew how I used your new knives
You were oblivous and now i am gone
I hope you feel guilty for all the harm