I hate myself for who I have become
Only longing to feel numb
Do not want to talk, Do not want to hear
Their questions are painful and bring me fear
It is the truth, you will hate me too
Just wait and see the shit I will put you through
Do not look at me, I cannot let you see
If you look in my eyes you will look right through me
Do not get too close I will only push you away
Do not come around me because I will not stay
Say that you hate me so I can say goodbye
Forget being nice- I want to die
Days go on but my love for you is forever
Can you not understand that you are gone, but I will forget you never