Holding Secrets

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June 2007

I need to find an escape

Before it is too late

I need my drug, my addiction

I am hooked, it is my prescription



Falling under that deadly disease

Sailing in my own ocean of tears

Deep enough as the raging seas

There is nothing there to calm my fears



So broken inside

Not sure of where I stand

I must continue to hide

Holding secrets in my hands



Dark of night,

Haunted man

Selfish mistakes

Cannot let him see who I am



He will touch me, rape me, hurt me

Stop at nothing short of leaving me dirty

A kiss, a bite, he cannot quit

But in fear I cannot tell him to stop it



He will leave me bloody, he will leave me bruised

How many times do I have to fear abuse

Cannot stop the crying, only wished I was dyinjg

and the man cannot even stop his lying



Left so broken, so hurt

Making me feel I have no worth

I must hold these secrets in my hands

I cannot let anyone see who I am


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6/6/07

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