I need to find an escape
Before it is too late
I need my drug, my addiction
I am hooked, it is my prescription
Falling under that deadly disease
Sailing in my own ocean of tears
Deep enough as the raging seas
There is nothing there to calm my fears
So broken inside
Not sure of where I stand
I must continue to hide
Holding secrets in my hands
Dark of night,
Haunted man
Selfish mistakes
Cannot let him see who I am
He will touch me, rape me, hurt me
Stop at nothing short of leaving me dirty
A kiss, a bite, he cannot quit
But in fear I cannot tell him to stop it
He will leave me bloody, he will leave me bruised
How many times do I have to fear abuse
Cannot stop the crying, only wished I was dyinjg
and the man cannot even stop his lying
Left so broken, so hurt
Making me feel I have no worth
I must hold these secrets in my hands
I cannot let anyone see who I am