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It is always me that messes everything up

I break my own rules

Forcing my own cruel punishment upon myself

I build up my defenses only to have them shattered

Millions of tears fall down

Acting as if I mattered

Replacing feelings with being numb

Finding nowhere left to run

Sitting alone with my guitar and I continue to strum

Trying to write the pefect song

But nothing comes out clear

and everything comes out wrong

Bound to the lonliness that keeps me tied

There is no reason, So I continue to hide

No one there to talk to

Sadness settles in

Another lonely night

Wrapped and filled in sin

A razor to the wrist

They are the only thing ever to be kissed

Dying with withdrawel

I just need to feel the pain

Let the crimson fall

Let it fall down like the rain

Wearing my heart on my sleeve

Hoping love will never again leave

But as I lie there alone

On another cold night

I wonder if I will ever see the light

The years grow longer and it gets harder to fight

Especially when it only stays temporarily bright