Fear encloses me in this shell
Wanting to, but not able to escape from this hell
Want to just love without the fear of getting hurt
But then I realize what it would all be worth
Day after day the path only fades
Living my life as an empty charade
Wanting to feel loved yet no one cares
Lying when they all say that they will be there
Can't be saved from the monster in me
Need something to wash away all the painful memories
Dying inside, the pain is too heavy to bear
If I don't look out, Soon I won't be there
The hurt inside can't be masked by my tears
So I continue to run from all my fears
Hated by most, just want to be free
I am so tired of the life that I lead
Wonder if I were to go on, if there would be any use
Can't help but feel so darn worthless
Can't break through the chains that keep me weighed down
Afraid that beneath the ashes all my hope will drown